In this post I aim to be as cryptic as I can possibly be. I just experienced a life changing event and I will not try and blame anybody because I really should have known better. My faults I take full responsibility and I have learnt my lesson and apologise to those either directly or indirectly affected.
My disappointment and hurt arises from what I thought was which actually isn't or should I say wasn't. You come to a point in life where you think yes I have mastered this part of daily life and it turns now that what you have in front of you is the version of life that your prefer not what is actually there. You would have spent years learning and mastering things in life only to find out you actually haven't mastered nothing.
So how am I doing so far in being cryptic!!!!
What I feel and what I have learnt are so invaluable to me now that I shan't be making that mistake or assumption ever again not in a million years. My errors in judgment have led me to this point which upon reflection has both good and bad outcomes but at this point I feel the bad outcome might just outshine the good outcome but I will not be detered and I shan't give up on trying, the important thing here is lesson learnt.
Word of advice and warning, you were born alone even triplets come out one at a time so remember you only have one you.
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